I found a new old friend.

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LOL.
it's been damn long since i came here.
had prelims.
one of the worst exams ever taken.
horrible two weeks of brain strain.
damn.

but we all survived!
something more special about exams period this time round.
had a pacer with me.
pulling me through quite a difficult time on the way.
mutual encouragement and morale booster.
:]

all in all,
its all over.
and the nightmare still follows.
this week is going to be demoralising.
anyways,
what will be, will be.
_________________________
had a superb weekend after the boulders of stress released.
fri went over to meet char aft the last paper.
went shopping at tampines1.
nice.
spent like 70odd i think.
damn xin tong.
BUT.
the good news follow behind alright.
was supposed to meet cheryl &gang on sat.
andden zeni in ltr afternn.
but accompanied my mum in the end,
so everything else had to go.
BUT. no regrets man.
nothing can beat shopping with your mum.
thats called shop without worries man!
complete sponsorship
hohohohoho.
it feels even better than christmas or new year.
LOL.

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what's the big deal?
Laugh it out loud :D

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sometimes,
its because of
your expectations,
your far-fetched assumptions,
your silent acknowledgment,
your groundless guilt.
that everything,
every move just seems to don an extra inertia.

i fear a lot.
losing you.
that's where the contradiction lies.
the fault is on nobody,
just that courage left me
and insecurity sneaks in.

anyways,
life is too busy for distractions.
ncoc tmr!
and it'd be crazy mugging.
jiayou!:D

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nothing kills,
as long as you try hard enough.
god helps those who help themselves.
don't give up =]


=]
contented.

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if you dont understand,
then you're not worthy.

please prove me wrong
[=

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LABOUR DAYYYY
FINALLY THE DAY MANY AWAITED.
LOOOOOOOONG WEEKEND!
MUCH MUCH MORE THINGS TO BE DONE.
BUT ITS TIME TO REEEEEEEEEELAX!
WHO LABOURS ON LABOUR DAY?
SHALL MEET AHMAINE LATER.
HAHAHHA


the greatest failure in man
is to only look back at what they missed.
as they wallow in pity,
great things pass by without their notice.


i've heard surprising things afew days ago.
stumbled me with how minute i am
how insignificant my worries are
how ridiculously i'm bothered for.

ultimately,
everyone sets the same goal,
to be happier than yesterday.
isn't it?
:D

Labels: =], labour day

amongst the hectic endless workload,
there's always a need for a lil motivation to keep you going.

keep going.
its ok to be slow.
but never give up. =]

When we are motivated by goals that have deep meaning, by dreams that need completion, by pure love that needs expressing, then we truly live life.
-Greg Anderson


He who would do some great thing in this short life, must apply himself to the work with such a concentration of his forces as to the idle spectators, who live only to amuse themselves, looks like insanity.
-John Foster


The man of wisdom is never of two minds;
the man of benevolence never worries;
the man of courage is never afraid.
-Confucius€

=]
i hope my awareness
doesn't lead me to a far deadend.
its a long walk.
for which we don't know the destination.
why not enjoy the scenaries that'd never reoccur
rather than peeping hard for what results.

Labels: =], happily mugging

LOL
LOL
LOL
LOL
LOL

HAPPY AND SATISFIED WITH MY LIFE NOW.

ALTHOUGH A TONNE OF TESTS NEXT WEEK.
ALTHOUGH GOT PARADE TMR.
ALTHOUGH MUST IRON UNIFORM LTR.
ALTHOUGH STILL CLEARING HW HERE.

BUT
IT'D BE NICER IF I CLD MEET HPY MORE OFTEN.
HAD BEEN BROKEN INTO BITS AND PIECES RECENTLY.
ITS OKAY
NCOC IS HERE SOON =]

ANYWAY,
COS TMR WILL BE ENROLMENT DAY
ALTHOUGH NOT I PROMOTE LAAA
BUT DONE WITH BB'S COMMITMENT!
WOOOOOHOOO.

but next week will be quite crazy.
ohhhhwell,
SAD J2 LIFE,
just have to live with it.


contented is the key perhaps.
you know why am i so high today?
CAUSE I SLEPT FOR 14 HOURS LAST NIGHT! =DDDDD
(aft blogging, i fell back asleep =.=)

comeonnnnn
jiayou on mon[=

Labels: =], happily mugging, HAPPY j2 life

hello!
ytd had the sec1s orientation,
not involved,
but went down to support
heh.
also helped out for MFSS to settle uniforms
lol, its damn interesting.
this is the difference.
only understood when you feel it.
when the warmth from teacher, officer, seniors,
doesn't diminish with the ratio of corp size.
simply,
they love their kids.

and and and
secones are interesting.
hahahahhaa
an age gap of five years
hehehh
saw the anderson kiddos too
hahaha
will be seeing them this wed ba
again,
another batch of ROD.
a very very eventful year of experience.
finally, the day.

apart from sjab stuff,
an additional holiday just passed liddat.
and long weekend is coming to the end.
just like every week,
updating while typing econs essay.
never ending ones.
LOL


the number game is not fun anymore
it became an every-other-day thing.
i really tried.
lol, but failed.

everything's reverting back to square one.
just when i thought a change and distance is good.
think vs feel

Labels: =], happily mugging, HPY:D

WOOOHOOO!
tmr's PUBLIC HOLIDAY!
its like first in dunno how long la!
finally a short week!

today got PW results!
ITS AN A!
WOOOHOOO
i swear i didnt expect that
not not confident with my group
but just that IJ's percentage A is horribly pathetic
=.=
anyway,
all the hardwork paid off!
its a GREAT JOB done for all!
at least,
NOMORE PW!!!!
HAHAHHA
HAPPY HAPPY!


lol
this is getting nowhere.
complicated is the word

Labels: =], HAPPY j2 life

new song!

CLOSER- NEYO
hahahahahaha
=]]]

Labels: =], song changed.

today met up with dino and bunch for shi ting's bday celeb
yes,
agn at NEBO
LOL.
its like her bday celeb area la!
hehehee,
had a day of laughing
funny sihui cried suddenly, randomly!
LOLLLL

today's again day1
hahahhahahahahaha.
waiting waitingggg

funny erhhhhh
dayone and im laughing about it
i'm like retarded playing this number game
hohohoho

this week had been an alright one
continue to strive for motivation =]

alot left unsaid.
this is just like a
complicated GUESSING game;
maybe,
that's where the fun lies

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ONE LAST DAY TO NATIONALS.



you're getting indisplacable

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busy today,
but must must say

TODAY'S NOT DAY FOUR!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAA
i think no one knows what i'm saying
but still...

HAPPY DAY!

met char for dinner as well

okayyyyy
TWO DAYS TO NATIONALS
BEST OF LUCK TO THE GUYS SHOOTING TMR!!!
WOOOOOOSAH.

ohya!
seventh day today last episode!
awwwwww.
the ending wasn't a fairy-tale-like one.
sighhhhh.

Labels: =], march

this is day 3.
eeeeeeeyer.
goddamnhell.

anyway,
had our last training today.
if we're not going for any additional shoots after nationals,
it'd be our last last trg le.
kind of sad huh.
well,
left school early,
ard 2 plus to cdans.

was a not bad feeling.
just really need a constant reminder for myself.
everything is going quite well,
comeon team,
all the way! =]

03 more days to nationals.
AND I SIGHTED MY GUN WRONGLY TODAY! OMGOMGOMG
AND I MISFIRED THREE TIMES TODAY!
SIANNNN

okayyy, chill
lesson of the day:
决定放枪永远不会错！
决定硬射一定不会好!

revision for nationals.

1) find the natural stance and alignment.
2) sit into position [hold gun 30s]
3) dry fire!
> consistent action sequence
> smooth triggering
- ONLY WHEN ACTION SEQUENCE IS SMOOTH -
4) start sighting.
> CARD ONE: 5 to 8 shot grouping --> SIGHT
[smooth action sequence, triggering, confidence]
> CARD TWO: 7 shots SSRB
[analysing the position on card]
> CARD THREE: continue card2 or ONE shot on card
> CARD FOUR: lead into competition
5) lead into comp

* SEQUENCE, NOT RESULT.
* FOCUS ON SIGHT ONLY.
* RELEASE GUN WHEN TWO CONSECUTIVE FAR 8 OR 7.


okayyyyy
lorsorh enough le.
dozing off too. LOL
sleeping now!
wake up then study a lil
heh

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today is day2.

i think i'm so silly
hahaha
oh wells.

quite bothered this two days.
this is bad.
i've got many many work to do
i've got training to concentrate for.
and i've got time over this nonsense.
hahh crap.


learnt sth from the show last night!
Te quiero.
iloveyou in spanish!
woooah
haha

never allow someone to be your priority
while allowing yourself to be their option.
this is
self respect

an option is different from an alternative.

okayy.
back to gp magazine.
talking about gluttony.
hahahah

Labels: =], everything went wrong

watching seventh day now.
its so sweet la
but its like so so saddd
can you imagine down with this basket illness?
sth that mutates your cells,
turning them cancerous one aft another.
gosh

5 days to NATIONALS

resumed training today
not bad not bad =]
stay positive,
keep going,
be self conscious!

ohohohoh
went to celebrate mijun's bday as well today
nice to meet them all agn! =D
the good old days


你害我坐立难安!
>:[

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YES MAN
A HIGHHHHH DAY TODAY

ALTHOUGH
WENT TO SCHOOL
WENT TRAINING
MISSED PLATOON7 OUTING
NOT EVEN HALFWAY THRU REVISION

BUT I'M STILL HAPPY
AND HIGH =DDDDDD

ANTICIPATING TMR
TO MEET THOSE SJ CHIONGSTERS
HAHAHHAHAA
TO PLAY BAHHH
HAHAHAHHAHAA

ALTHOUGH
I'M WORRIED FOR BLOCKTEST.
REALLY.
BUT, NVM BAH
LEAVE IT TILL THEN =X

THREE CHEERS TO COACH!
NO SCOLDINGS TODAY!
WOOOOOOOOSH!

Labels: =], HPY:D, march

back from the first training of the week.
shoot for two hours,
talked for two hours.
listened to coach's inspiring speech.

today was a lousy day
its a day that challenged my self confidence.
alot.
never had i experienced this before.
i fear so much that the shot is lousy,
so much so that i dont even dare to pull the trigger.
the greater the fear,
the lousier the shot.
cruel fact.
dammit.
isn't this a factual reflect?
the fear of facing the reality.

nothing is impossible.
its just how badly you want it.

but today i learnt a new thing.
it is just like the way you shoot.

you want to hit the ten ring.
everyone wants it,
who doesn't?
it is how badly you want it,
whereby how much effort you're willing to put into it.
and yet,
as you blindly pursue the perfect score,
you tend to overlook your fundamentals.
and alot other nitty gritty things come into your mind.
these distractions are what differ the best shooter from the rest.

the best one,
is able to be confident enough to aim for the ten ring.
be mindful of his actions,
allow the gun to undergo natural oscillation,
focused and
pull the trigger so smoothly


reflection of the day,
and i swear for a change tmr.

16 days to nationals.
05 days to block test.
04 days to zone comp.


ohoh,
i need to talk abt this pic above.
my bro made it.
its simple, yes.
but i'm really proud of him.
hah.
he made this as coverpage
for a notebook he bought for the entire platoon
including me:D
plus gb phylisia.
she's a funny nice girl:D


i think i'd miss you quite abit.
for the many days to come.
i know,
not a wise thing to do
maybe things wld change all over aft this break?
you'd never know =]

Labels: =], BADDAY, march